So...I was thinking about this for a while, mainly because as of late and I've noticed one thing with the server, which made me shift towards some other games. I sort of didn't have a reasons to login into the game aside of some scheduled RPs and occasional plots, rare as they may be. And truth be told, even though I used to be one of the biggest defenders of the square RP and the dungeoning, with all the things I had around lately, it sort of got draining, getting drawn further and further away from CD. Which I think is a huge shame, because I do enjoy playing with people and roleplaying with them, but the truth is....it stops being fun at some point to cover general square topic n.456 about weather, constant introductions and so on. And with the growing community, if CD is to keep it, I feel like there should be some changes done. To get people more involved so it's not another day of 'I need to get my 300 daily ticks cause I like my main getting stronger' or make army of alts to serve as sort of a copium for you to have something to do while waiting for...something.
It would be nice if the server sort of encouraged players roleplaying among each other. I am not exactly sure how to accomplish that with current system aside of player's initiative stuff where we just go and hang out with each other to have fun. Maybe some sort of weekly quests which make you gather specific things for certain areas due to various circumstances, implementation of crafting system (especially if it was more martial friendly, not relying on things like CL, but skills like craft weapons/craft armours, maybe even create a feat for it which allows you to plant runic enchantments that you first need to find....casters already have so many exp sinks and get lots of funsie stuff).
One other nice thing would be if if something that is similar in UD would start happening in other parts of CD. Have DMs that are dedicated to specific area, running adhocs or some tiny events...'
'Not a single specific one, so they dont feel like they dont get to experience fun, but some of them. Someone you could possibly come to, ask "Hey, could my character do this in the meantime while in this area" and they either gave you approval for it or not. Giving players more things to do and having them feel that they are actually living the world and are actively part of it. And with this I would even add one thing after seeing that builders are being added. That being...adding more DM roles. Some who specialise at running personal quests, some that specialise at running adhocs and so on...cause i feel like that could potentionally draw more people into it.
Idk...I just feel like both players and DMs should have more agency on the server as it is growing.
I will say that I've been there and done that with how you're feeling dozens of times in my years here. I think it's common and natural. I am *really* empathetic in how you're feeling drained or burned out. Hell, I may be feeling it now.
First, I will say, that's all ok. And as someone older whose felt this very niche, particular way, I will say, that you *should* play other games. CD offers a couple things that you cannot get anywhere else. However, please don't try(I'm not saying you are, I'll address the suggestions next) to make CD a one stop shop for all of your gaming and creative needs. I've personally been there, and it made this place an unhealthy vacuum for me. It made insignificant things personal, and it made the things it was good at poisoned. So, I will say, while even with the best intentions currently, breaks are healthy and other games are healthy.
Secondly, I do think recruiting specifically for DMs who are interested in running a majority of personal quests and adhocs is very important for addressing this particular feeling(you and I aren't alone. We are never alone in how we feel on an issue). The admin team would need to address DMXP regarding those things similarly to how they addressed this new builder team regarding DMXP(I don't know if it's changed since I was on team, but adhocs rewarded far, far less monthly XP--so there was an incentive gap). I feel better when I see others participating and getting a piece of the pie, even if I'm already full perse.
Lastly, you're great and thank you for sharing.