Upir disapearance

[trekker]

I wanted to write something for the people that followed upir this far in this game as i am not playing as often as i used to be. This is message is not a critic or anything its a mixture of feedback and explanation for my friends who i will miss very much.

Main reason i am not playing as often is personal. I just passed by a marriage ending and i need to recompose my life. And that takes time and the time i decided to use was the time i used to make playing.

The secondary reason is...i lost the point of playing. Just after i created upir and started walking on Yulash displaying Bane's symbols i felt the need to explain my reasons on rp and i created him a mission. A mission that i felt was reasonable for a priest to have, to make a church of bane in a city in the moonsea. TO me at the time it was an achievable goal and not that big. Playing here i discovered for some reason that goal was a big no no.

8 months later and 20 lvls raised, Upir felt the conclusion of his mission on a meeting with the mayor. After 8 months working to make a relation with the mayor, trying my best to be supportive to him, i finally received a message that he would at least listen my character. I wrote my best speech, gave him option not to give me the church within that speech, approved the speech with my peers and did my best to rp my character. And upir's lifelong mission was finished with a punch.

And to a banite a failure the way it was should be answered with either death or banishment. I feel no way to rp otherwise even though my superiors did the best to give me a new mission, basically taking me to underdark...a kind of banishment in a sense.

I would do my best in this banishment were not my personal reasons which are too strong. Cant start it over right now.

Nothing i said is a critic to anyone. DMs rped the best they could and they must have reasons for the mayor's actions...fact i dont understand them dont make them wrong.

I had a ton of fun playing here. I am glad the work of bane in yulash is not over as Rose, Olivia and many other banites i cant name cause its secret (but you know who you are and you are great) will continue in my absence. I will still pop up and play from times to times...at lvl 20 i can do much of the stuff i need anyway. But i really wont be online as much as i used to and i wanted to give a why here. I will miss everybody my character interacted. And I am glad i leave Yulash bigger in rp than it was when i arrived.

I have a house i sugest you give ownership of it to Vunak or another banite. It was a great work from Ianira and i would hate it to go to waste.

Thank you all for the rp.